Missing Someone

I'm sure how many people would know this or even cares of the fact, but almost two wednesday's ago Tim left boise and went to go spend a couple weeks at his house before he heads back to school, This week in fact. It's been a fun last couple of weeks trying to keep myself occupied, mostly in the evenings. My friends have all be really good at keeping me busy and when i'm not out with them at night i generally can find something to do that keeps me busy. I won't say that i don't miss him terribly, because i really do miss him. I didn't noticed how much i spent with him and how much i really care for and love him. One thing that's made the past couple weeks a little more bearable is the internet, and the glory of a webcam. We spend about three to four hours every evening talking on the webcam. Which is very nice, having pictures to look at isn't the same as actually seeing him move around. We also text everyday, pretty much all day something we did while he was here but now it involves a lot more conversations of what we're doing through out the day and not him talking about people from his old job. :) I'm so thankful that we've been able to do this and we'll be testing it out again when he gets to school this week to see if we'll be able to talk with the webcam or have to resort to good old phone converstations. I'm hoping the webcam will work but do realize that we won't be able to talk as much since he'll have homework to do and i want him to do well in school and eventually get done with it so he's free from that stress. Going to church was so weird though yesterday since he wasn't there with me and so i had to sit with all my girlfriends, since none of the guys would dare come sit close to me. The weirdest part was when i went to choir practice after the 3 hour block and we were singing the songs that we've been practicing the whole time tim was there. I didn't realize how much i actually listened to his singing and how much i loved it. I guess it's like they say you don't realize what you're missing until it's gone, and i truely miss him. I am very excited for him to get back this wednesday, so that we can spend a couple days together before he heads up to school.